The Pretender

aku adalah sang penyamar
yang senang bersembunyi
dibalik topeng penyamaranku

akan kubiarkan siapa saja yang melihatku,
menilai diriku sesuka hati,
hanya berdasarkan apa yang mereka lihat

terkadang,
rasa jenuh menyerangku untuk menghentikan
peran yang sedang kumainkan

jauh di dasar hati…di relung jiwa…
ada sosok tersembunyi dari diriku
yang ingin muncul ke permukaan,
ingin diterima…

apakah sebagian orang hanya ingin menerimaku
di satu sisi saja…??


~ Wil Twilite ~

the pretender… whoever she is…
she just needs to be accepted completely sometimes
.......and I hope you understand.......

broken chain

at first,
I thought we could be a very special friend...
and then we move closer to each other,
we start to opened the stories of each other,
we talked more about each other,
we shared some stories and asked each other's
point of view or opinion...
and sometimes... shared our problem for being an "L"

as times goes by...
suddenly you decided to cut off the chain,
of this sweet relationship that we string...

I don't wanna asked you too many question,
even I had it on my mind...
I thought... it's just a life choice...
You might already have your own decision,
and I'll try to appreciate it...

Take good care of yourself, my dear friend...
may Lord is always be by your side,
through your joy and also your pain,
hope life is always treating you well...

and if only... someday you need a friend
just like me... I'm still here...
you still have my number, right...??



~ Wil Twilite ~
= feel emptiness inside, one friend left me in silent =

( dedicated to: T )

the touch of my little angel

I knew she’s there,
since the first time my Lord
giving her first breathe… through me…

She’s always around me,
fulfill my days with her smile…

She never get mad of me,
even from the the way she look at me,
her eyes always has an innocent look…

Anytime I’m not around,
anytime I’ve drown in my busy hours…

I wish I have much more precious time,
to get closer than before,
with my little angel…


… I wish I could…


~ Wil Twilite ~